December 2010
21 posts
Dec 29th
What scares the crap out of me
Escalators- Since i was small something about them have always frightened me. Once when i was little my mom tried making me face my fear by going down an escalator& leaving me behind thinking i’d eventually go down on my own but, instead i cried till a lady carried me down the escalator.  Bees because they like to sting people Red Ants. When i was little my mom made me wear stockings...
Dec 28th
It's time
I’ve been holding on to many things  people items ideas feelings And i really think it’s time to let go of people who don’t deserve me or whom i simply just need to let go of because let’s face it people, some people no matter how much you want them around … they were placed in your life to teach you a lesson or two and then are meant to go away. Why hold on to...
Dec 27th
Dec 25th
strength
Just bought this bracelet and i loveeee it :) 
Dec 24th
Oh the frustration
So I have a few pet peeves I feel I have the need to address. 1. If your chewing gum… Fine please don’t chew like a freaking cow though! 2. Eat with your mouth closed and silently no one wants to see or hear anything gross 4. When driving refrain from picking your noise, in case you didn’t know windows are see through That’s just gross. 3. This goes to my family. Yes Ivania...
Dec 23rd
Yeah Boy :)
Merry Christmas Ivania :) online shopping done!
Dec 21st
Bank Statement
so i just got my bank statement and here’s what i spend my money on.  Phucket Thai Restaurant -$18.27 Beach Works-$65.00 Niko Niko Sushi-$9.98 Loehmann’s-$65.00 La Rancherita-$5.67 Pacsun-$58.19 Taco Bell-$4.35 Ramirez Tacos-$5.89 Walmart-$9.98 Taco Bell-$4.35 Pacsun-$79.80 Macaroni Grill-$16.29 Forever 21-$66.54 Del Taco-$6.00 Starbucks-$3.12 KFC-$5.75 Cathy’s...
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
New years resolution
Rejoice while i’m alive; enjoy every day; live life to the fullest; make the most of what i have. Get a Ciara stomach again. Practice the art of patience. See new vistas, Experience new thrills. 
Dec 15th
Day 1
what’s the greatest thing about xmas. Jamming to my fav. xmas song. “i want a hypo for xmas” Cold weather scarves  Starbucks Coffee Food Gifts  once again… the gifts  Family Friends Did i mention the gifts??
Dec 14th
Things to accomplish
Get my driver’s License  Get a car i would actually drive Get a new job Get into beauty school Get classes at OCC Go to San Fran Go to San Diego Go to Catalina Island  Go to Legoland  Go to San Diego Zoo GO to Sea World Go to Big Bear Spend a lot of time with triston  Go to club lucky Go to the Safari Park in San Diego  Go to Six Flags  Go to Disneyland  Get my passport 
Dec 13th
Dec 12th
Let it go
Wow put my itunes on shuffle and found this son by Kirk franklin. To be honest i don’t even remember putting it in my itunes/ipod but after listening it to 4 times i’m so glad i did. It’s such a powerful song…  My momma gave me up when I was four years old  She didn’t destroy my body but she killed my soul  Now it’s cold ‘cause I’m sleeping in my back seat  I understand...
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
Dec 10th
Dec 10th
i should
Stop trusting people who keep effing up. Learn to be more patient  stop hitting my toes on the same stupid edge of the bed carry cash around and not depend on my card Start working out again Stop eating Junk Always listen to my gutt Stop shopping Stop waiting for people to change
Dec 10th
I wont
Call instead of txt Ever NOT eat my leftovers  Forget my loved ones Do tricks if you ask me to Sing if you ask me to Tell your secrets  Talk to you if you piss me off Stay mad at you for longer than a week Ever say no If you need a desperate “yes”
Dec 9th
I cant
Ride shot gun and NOT be the DJ  Pretend things are ok… if they are not Turn my back on friends Tolerate ignorant people Stop secretly wishing he misses me Go out and NOT have a good time go one day without listening to music  say no to starbucks 
Dec 7th
List
A while ago i made a list of the perfect guy … i know many will argue that there isn’t a “perfect guy” …. well yes that’s true but to a certain extent. Normally no guy is perfect because they’re always missing one thing …well what if that guy was EXACTLY the way you wanted him to be… then he would be “perfect” at least according to...
Dec 4th